Chingay.
Chingay this year was really gay. The gay gay people in their gay costumes and all that gay doggie dogs dressed and decorated all for the sake of gay. And most of all, the gay motivators in their gay pink tee shirts doing their really gay cheer. What a gay night! And gay means Happy!-----------------------------------------------------------
A thought struck me tonight.
The conversation went this way:
"I think i have become more Ivannish,"
"No, you are just being yourself lor,"
And all of a sudden the surroundings froze over and i saw myself staring at what i called reality. I WAS being myself.
I could not have become more Ivannish cos it is not as if me and ivan live together or see each other 24/7 anyway.
And tonight i therefore conclude that i am the same crappy me as i was before, and i have not changed one bit, not for better nor for worst, but the same degree of crappy, and so if you already think im really crappy, then you would think the same of me years back or years from now.
I will always be the same crappy old me.
P.S. But there will be NO SUCH WORD as MJ-ish.
