Serenity despite strain spells Triumph.
Unenjoyable, but satisfying. Its like playing survivor and winning. Or like a wrestler emerging from hell in a cell.
Dont really want to elaborate, but basically we brought 28 kiddies from Touch Community to school for play. When they arrived in the bus i almost melted, all of them were sooo small (i could literally juggle them) and cute. But their horns had yet to protrude from they teeny skulls yet. So we had a whole full afternoon of
Burning Hell. Devils in disguise i tell you. I think i greyed more strands of hair after that painful ordeal. GLAD its all OVER.
After service learning we had our second-time-in-two-years 03S57 outing. And almost the whole class was there, minus three muggers, plus Michael Tan.
Marvellous. The first time we ever had a truly great time as a class. We went to Marina South for steamboat and Korean bbq, and there was even beer to go along, 5 ought jugs even. Now my stomach is filled with at least a litre of oil; ate too much meat with excessive butter. Must start exercising.
And i cant believe the Cip camp is tomorrow. Im drained. If i absent myself tomorrow, dun assume i had a hangover, cos i dun drink! Beer tastes bitter. Why dont drunkards just suck on bittergourds instead of splurging on alcohol?
Help.
A few more minutes i will leave the house for service learning. And the organisation just called to inform me that there might be problems that will affect the plans. Months of preparation might go the waste.
Calm under pressure. Grant me the serenity.
God, help me. I have faith that you will not fail me. Thank you God.
Happy Birthday Joel, Eng Keat.
Listen to this.
We really
dun have to worry about the Prelims, the 'A's, money, family, the future. Feel stressed?
Play. Want to shop? Go on.
Splurge. For
We Live in the Present. Let God handle the future for us. As for now, be happy.
What i think rocks.
1) I will not say rocks rock; i am not chubby.
2) Marigold ALMOND soya bean!!
3) Smallville!!
Next week is season finale... :(
4) The O.C.!!
Which is showing at 11 later.
5) My
not so White Climacools.
6) Ordinary by Train.
7) Spiderman 2.
8) Love of my Life by Clay Aiken.
9) My shiny discman.
10) Toscana butter croissants.
11) Mdm Seet!!
12) And
erm, the thought of mugging.
Life sucks.
Im in a
mess i tell you.
Huge one. Tutorials undone. Lecture notes blank. Service learning approaching, and the programme's a screw-up. J1 overseas CIP selection camp at the end of the month, and i haven't thought of games yet. Hendon Commando vocational assignment 4th August, dont know if to try my best or screw it deliberately. Many Tests ahead. Prelims in a month's time. 'A's closing in. The freakin' light just went out!! The sound on my com's suddenly distorted. And somethings else i rather not mention.
God,
please help me.
I'm falling.
Falling deep.
Yay. No more big fat phone!
Sony Ericsson T610 (mine's silver btw)
Here Without You, 3 doors down
A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder, and I don’t think I can look at this the
same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now, when I’m dreaming of your face
I’m here without you baby, but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby, and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby, but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me
The miles just keep rolling, as the people either wave to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated, but I hope it gets better as we go
I’m here without you baby, but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby, and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby, but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me
Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love
I’m here without you baby, but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby, and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby, but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me
Healthy lifestyle day.
7am to 2pm- Basketball, tabletennis, badminton, soccer. Shiok. Now i'm aching, exhausted, burnt and blistered. But satisfied.
Rapture was great. Highlights were the breakdance, the wushu theme, the teachers dance and the disco finale part. Some parts were blatantly trying to
get us horn 'turn us on' but sad to say it failed. Only worked on
a certain chubby
person people. They're J1s; we're not Paedophiles for crying out loud..
I feel so darn lucky that..
I rejected being the stupid Hose model. For obvious reasons.
Out of the blue...
Someone i hardly even know called me yesterday and asked me to model for Hose house on Racial Harmony day. Dun even know the reason for them asking me. Im hardly popular or good looking (being modest here). Dunno whether to feel flattered or to laugh.
Disastrous.
Someone please take a shotgun and shoot me in the head right now.
Rawks Totally.
Train, Ordinary
Whose Eyes Am I Behind
I Don't Reconize Anything That I See
Whose Skin Is This Design
I Don't Want This To Be The Way That You See Me
I Don't Understand Anything Anymore
In This World That I'm Tired Of
Is Taking Me Right Up These Walls
That I Climb Up
To Get To Your Story
It's Anything But Ordinary
And When The World Is On It's Knees With Me It's Fine
And When I Come To The Rescue I Get Nothing But Left Behind
Everybody Seems To Be Getting What They Need Where's Mine?
'Cause Your What I Need So Very But I'm Anything But Ordinary
Can You Save Me From This World Of Mine
Before I Get Myself Arrested With Expectation
You Are The One Look You've Done
What Have You Done?
This Is Not Some Kind Of Joke
You're Just A Kid
You Weren't Ready For What You Did
And When The World Needs Is On It's Knees With Me It's Fine
And When I Come To The Rescue I Do It For You Time After Time
Everybody Seems To Be Getting What They Need Where's Mine?
'Cause Your What I Need So Very But I'm Anything But Ordinary
I Think I'm Trying To Save The World From You
You've Been Saving Me Too
We Could Just Stay In And Save Each Other
I'm Anything But Ordinary
(Ordinary)
I'm Anything But Ordinary
(Ordinary)
Spider-man 2 Soundtrack
Its a curse i tell you.
Being accident proned, that is. I dun think it's fun at all. If i play my heart out, i break or twist something. If i exert myself slightly, i get injured. And if i dun even flex a muscle nor do anything strenuous, things fly towards me to injure me. My face just got whacked by an incoming volleyball, and i was just trying to get a drink. Swollen face, rather deep cut on nose. Ugly. The swell will subside i guess. Now i look like i just got out of a fight. hah. I'll try out the Nelly image tomorrow.
When you emerge from a match tireless, you know there's something wrong.
Felt rather useless. If it wasnt for the ankle i would have ran an inch per second faster. And I wouldnt have been sent to the bench at halftime. Wanted to return to the game, but had no chance at all. After the match, though the score disappointed us, everyone else was satisfied as they fought and finished the great battle with pride. There is definitely a great sense of fulfillment for every single player when there is exhaustion. At least they know they played their heart out.
But its fair at least. Kaiwei and I played half a match each. And i also managed to safe a certain cutie of mine (as well as the rest of a certain sisterhood gang) AGAIN from an approaching flying ball.
I hope the match did not ruffle any council feathers. I have to admit we were rather agressive in both verbal and physical areas, but all the drama and unintentional verbal insults made the game more exciting and memorable. It
has to be like that. We are guys with guts. Who wants a game played by guniangs anyway? The spectators will SLEEP i tell you.
I should be sleeping now. Heck. I only had like one and a freakin' half hours of sleep last night (or is it morning?), reasons due to a certain match where a certain someone has to
Run Around Naked, not Kinda but Realla, in a certain college.
I am not writing a gp essay, so i will not reiterate a stand nor give supporting factual or hypothetical examples, so i will just conclude by saying, Greece rules, ivan is so dead right now, council match did not do me justice, but saving my cutie did, ahahaha, bugles sour cream is nice, grass is fun (not the grassy grass kinda grass but the dumb card game grass kinda grass), Carol has a lotta money at the moment, and finally, i am sleepy. But not tired. Is there a difference? Sleepy is when you feel like sleeping due to lack of sleep. Tired is when you are exhausted or fatigued expressed generally. But if you are tired, you sleep, dont you? Argh. Me no professor. MJ! Bed! NOW!
SPIDERMAN 2 ROCKS!
Why cant that loser behind the desk just give poor Aunt May her toaster?
Victorious
Council versus the ODAC team,
whip them into sour cream.
Kick their shins, kick their arse,
kick them till they fly to mars.
Dribble them by, make them cry,
ole them till they tak boleh.
We show no mercy with the ball,
one shadowless team to rule them all.
Much to my delight...
Greece is IN the finals, not because i look forward to a certain someone who might have a 50:50 chance of
Running around Naked. Kinda.
Can really cry. (Listening to this song that is.)
Clay Aiken, Love of my Life
I am amazed when I look at you,
I see you smiling back at me,
It's like all my dreams come true.
I am afraid if I lost you girl,
I'd fall through the cracks and lose my track,
In this crazy, lonely world.
Sometimes it's so hard to believe,
When my nights can be so long,
And faith gave me the strength,
and kept me going on.
You are the love of my life,
And I'm so glad you found me,
You are the love of my life,
Baby put your arms around me,
I guess this is how it feels,
When you finally find something real.
My angel in the night, you're my love...
The love of my life.
Now here you are,
With midnight closing in.
You take my hand as our shadows dance,
With moonlight on your skin.
I look in your eyes,
I'm lost inside your kiss.
I think if I'd never met you,
about all the things I'd missed.
Sometimes it's so hard to believe,
When a love can be so strong,
And faith gives me the strength,
and kept me holding on.
You are the love of my life,
And I'm so glad you found me,
You are the love of my life,
Baby put your arms around me,
I guess this is how it feels,
When you finally find something real.
My angel in the night, you're my love...
The love of my life.
Soccer fever indeed.
Firstly, the ODAC vs Council match will be postponed to Monday due the their inefficient communication.
Secondly, i pray my ankle strengthens by Monday or i will underperform tremendously. Biao, bring the strap on Monday thanks.
Thirdly, I hope Greece wins. Advocate the underdogs.
Forthly, if the Eurofinals are on Monday morning, we will have to sacrifice the tv for a non-sleepy match vs the councils. Or sacrifice the council match for the euros. Or watch euros then drink 5 litres of coffee. Or just watch a re-telecast. Is there one?
