Saturday, May 29, 2004

Grace and mercy

Grace is receiving the good things one does not deserve. Mercy is not receiving the bad things one deserves.

Famous song by Aerosmith.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever

Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Friday, May 28, 2004

Spider sense tingling, good show approaching.


The next best show of the year up in july, am i promise it wont be dumb like Shrek2. (For those who have not watch Shrek2, watch it for the extremely humourous spoofs)

Thursday, May 27, 2004

We are indeed champions.

Winning is not about the score, but how the players played the game. Therefore, the soccer team has already won the game by playing their utmost best and showing true fighting spirit. They have made history anyway.
What's the point of celebrating your fifth champions title? Isn't it worth celebrating your first ever in history second position?

Saturday, May 22, 2004

I cant believe i enjoyed a Chinese play.

It would be better with english subtitles though.
Sunny
Sunlight, seedling.

Thursday, May 20, 2004

I should blog less negative stuff.

Whats the point anyway? Does it really help to spill out your mental waste so your mind will be lightened? The consequences? It becomes a dreadful habit, soon all you can think about is the negative events which occurs in your life. It might also affect your loyal readers adversely, either they acquire the similar habit or simply make them symphatise you and hence not caring about themselves, or worse, make them think youre just another sad freak.

I am not trying to suggest an alteration to anyone's blogging styles. You are definitely free to blog about this twisted unfair life throwing curses all you like, and once in a while of this sure will deem healthy. But if you could just forget the undesirable events of your days and focus on the positive and blog about it, why not? Isnt it better this way?

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

No Gold.

Hence, i have failed in an area of my life that i thought would solely make me proud, my fitness. But damn i so had to fail the run today; what perfect timing indeed. I previously ran 11.55mins, and during another practice i ran 11.54 mins. I thought i could scrape through the and get 11.50mins, the C grade for 17yr guys. I always think wrong. Instead of improving at least 1 second i deproved 20 secs. So just because of 1 station i get no gold.

When i successfully appealed into SA, i thought i would be happy. The happiness sure died fast. Soon, bad things started happening to me, as if i did a misdeed and had to suffer retribution for life. There were times which i almost gave up hope, but i always try my best to think differently and positively. I rely a lot on God to pull me through. Probably the only good thing that happened to me was the friends around me that continued to care, although they are a busy bunch, i still appreciate their presence.

I will not be pessimistic. I still have my friends, and I love my friends. Without them i will be nothing.

Monday, May 17, 2004

Dun celebrate too fast lah dumbasses.

"Only a dumbass would think he will win the match with a 2-0 lead at halftime."
That was a quote from a true chubby dumbass.

They thought they had the game. It was only halftime, and they could take their flag and run about on the track as if they were victors. Poor cocky souls. Your arrogance have proved you bad. Very bad indeed. YOU HAVE SUFFERED AN EMBARASSING DEFEAT THROUGH YOUR CONDESCENDING ATTITUDE MERIDIEN JUNIOR COLLEGE. No offence to the scool whatsoever but i am just trying to prove my point.

Overview of the soccer semi-finals: First half, MJC scored 2. Second half, SAJC scored 3! Those who missed the match have really missed the most dramatic turnover in soccer history man. It was like a blockbuster.

And so, SAJC soccer have entered the finals, first in like 10 years or so. Location? The NATIONAL STADUIM. My prophesy that SAJC will score 3 during second half came true. My next prophesy: SAJC WILL BE THE CHAMPIONS OF 2004! I am not morpheus but I believe they will win.

Save
P.S. Tian Ci is getting better. He just needs to change his colour.

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

i hate wednesdays for one reason.

American idol is trash at the moment. As long as Fantasia Dumbass Burritto doesnt win i'll be happy.

Friday, May 07, 2004

!ARgH! my New Shoes..

My new beautiful white shoes were dirtied during the SA vs MI soccer match. The disadvantages of having extreme front seats. The ball somehow homed in towards where I (and my cutie) was seating, and natural instincts made me lift my foot to block the ball of mud. I immediately rushed to the toilet to scrub off the mud, and I was scrubbing them when i reach home too. Thankfully there were no permanent stains. But the new-shoe smell is gone.. And it was hardly two days after purchase dammit. Hey but at least i saved my cutie=)! AhahAHhaHAHAAhAhahaa.. Winnie i know you love me.=P

OK enough white shoes and cutie nonsense. For starters, i want to say that SA SHOULD HAVE beaten RJ in rugby. Darghhhh i can feel the pain they feel when they lost. Its a very emotional thing, like losing a war in a battlefield. I know cos i play once every year back in SAS, for interhouse events. Although the SAS interhouse events are not really that important, it's really the extreme physical and mental effort one puts in to fight in the match that makes you not wanna lose. Now that SA lost to RJ, it would be hard to get tops, as they have to go through the impossible-to-at-least-get-a-conversion ACJC even before quarterfinals (hope my facts are right). God bless them.

Soccer can continue to rock lah (but not muddy balls that fly towards your shoes). They will get champions this year. I could really see the prowess of some players. The team really is blessed.

Thursday, May 06, 2004

Rich, no. Spendthrift, yes.

Bought another climacool. Worth the price? Yes. But it is still expensive, and my family isnt earning much. So im at fault yet again. Since young i have been wowed by the coolness and aesthetics of branded goods, hence have been advocating expensive brands on every product i purchase. I was well off then, but not now. I should stop. I must stop. I will stop.

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

Inevitable.

I want peace. Peace is what i want. Things are getting too far. I am getting irritated. She is getting irritated. The odac teasing times had past. Why must it spread to the class. Why. This is ridiculous. If i could go back into the past and not not feel what i felt then, i would alter the course of events up till today, and things will change. There will no teasing. No ackwardness. And more communication.

Sunday, May 02, 2004

Fire in the Hole. Affirmative.